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Breakwall

by Ansley Simpson

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    Album artwork by Matthew Hinther,
    Cover Design by Andrew Oliver,
    Photograph by Aaron Mason ,
    Produced by James Bunton
    Music by Ansley Simpson

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1.
Witness 03:03
Witness In the quiet of the clearing The white pines witness Our bodies so close that our skin Melts together like neon lights In the puddles on the pavement As it runs from the spring And I’m more tired than awake And my bones feel like strangers And they’re heavy and they ache In the quiet of the clearing The white pines witness What we both know is at stake And I will walk until the faces Fade into the sound Of every time you told me That you’d only let me down
2.
A Mixture of Frailties Peel off the warning labels Wear this mixture of frailties Show our skin from under callus Feel everything between us Carry with me the oldest of boxes To the newest beginnings Over continents and prairies and rivers If my fingers go numb from playing Will you blow across the tips so I can feel If my fingers go numb from playing Will you blow across the tips so I can feel Break way the rusted armour Fill my lungs with night air I’m not a battle that needs fighting You’re not a struggle without end And my body won’t stop twitching and these tremors If my fingers go numb from playing Will you blow across the tips so I can feel If my fingers go numb from playing You’ve got all my shadows Fading like bruises on your skin I will hold up my hand for the wind Blow across the river from where you live Ohhhh live Peel off your warning labels Wear this mixture of frailties Soothe blisters Pull back callus Feel everything between us If my fingers go numb from playing Will you blow across the tips so I can feel If my fingers go numb from playing Will you blow across the tips If my fingers go numb from playing Will you blow across the tips so I can feel If My fingers go numb from playing Will you blow Across the tips So I can feel So I can feel
3.
Tea and Bourbon It’s raining heavy Running off your body onto the floor We could talk about anything or nothing at all They’re not whispering in our ears Watching us fall to our knees They’re dancing on those northern lights Far from city streets You pour me tea, I’ll pour you Bourbon (The rain’s not stopping at all, at all, at all) I know your strength, this storm can’t worsen (The river might overflow, might overflow) They’re not whispering in our ears, Watching us fall to our knees They’re dancing on those northern lights Far from this scene Of scars from years and years You pour me tea, I’ll pour you Bourbon (Oh stop you might over pour, might over pour) I know your strength, this storm can’t worsen (It’s raining heavier now, heavier now) You pour me tea, I’ll pour you Bourbon (The wind is starting to blow and blow and blow) I know you’re strong, this storm won’t worsen (Oh please come close I’m so cold) Wait out the rain Wait out the pain And I’ll hold you ‘till your body stops shaking Wait out the rain
4.
Medicine Hat 03:20
Medicine Hat Run me into the ground, I’m always waking up floored He’ s done treating me like his beat-up Ford I’ve got a twenty in my pocket says I won’t be back Heading to Montana like a wolf with no pack Should have known better than to trust a man Who’d rather break bone than to work with his hands I’m a hard working woman got no ink on my skin I’ve got scars running deep from my head to my kin Got a daughter and a son, both taken away Lost my fight and I decided to stay I’m gonna pick them up in Butte it’s just as simple as that Cross at Sweetgrass Hill and head to Medicine Hat I’ve got a Treaty 7 cousin says she’d put us up If he dares to step foot won’t need no follow-up shot I’ve got a Treaty 7 cousin she knows just what to do Blow his smirk clean off with her sweet field 22 Look down, can you see me I’m in the car held together with tobacco and feathers Most of my pay’s in the tank I’m guided by snowbanks Only miles between mine and me Hey now can you see me I’m in the car held together with this song and cold weather Nothing but pain in the tank I’m guided by snowbanks Only miles between mine and me Only miles between fine and free
5.
Kwe (Changing Into Thunderbird) I’m so sore I’m so sorry Should have told you so many years ago When I was young When I was brazen When fear was something I went out of my way for I’ll take these strings And this small handful of songs These small hands full of songs I kept stowed Under the shadows Of the cedars That held back the steepness As we climbed down to the shore. Build up the fire Watch the flames light up our faces Warm our bodies as the storm rolls in Time our exit Just as the lightning cuts the beach Points like fingers through the blackness out of reach Out of reach If you need me I’m on the second floor Willing talons from the bruises on my feet Feeling for feathers to push Through all the spaces in my spine Where our backs used to touch As you leaned into mine Oh I’m so sore I’m so sorry It’s been twenty years of snow melting on those hills And the farmhouse is gone Our bones have mostly healed But when rain hits metal All I can taste is past And my body starts to brace For when Jimmy hits the gas And if you need me I’m on the second floor Bending Willows into wings Forging Feathers From yet another failed attempt Till the security guard tells me to leave I’m so sore But I’m done falling down Oh, I’m so sore But I’m done falling down this time I’ll soar This time I’ll soar This time I’ll soar Like we were young Like we were young Like we were young When we were brazen And fear was something we went out of our way for
6.
Breakwall 05:15
Breakwall You are the waves And I’m the breakwall Worn down and bare I just sit here Listen to the silence When you’re still Sometimes we collide and I dissolve In shadows cast by car lights We could just sit here And listen to the silence While we fall to pieces Fall to pieces Under starlight I’m not sorry I’m not sorry I’m not sorry Anymore I leaned on you And you gave way You leaned on me And I gave way If you could be unbroken I could live in you Tucked away under your skin Hidden like a secret Whispered by a lover When no one else can No one else can hear You are the waves And I’m the breakwall I’m the breakwall I’m the breakwall I leaned on you And you gave way You leaned on me And I gave way I leaned on you And you gave way You leaned on me And I gave way
7.
Belljar 05:07
Belljar You’re the dusk when I’m sleepy You’re The wind when I’m slow Pushing hard against my back and in the face of all my foes I’m the moan of the streetcar As it slowly rounds the bend Near the place that you’ve been working Trading bottles for sins The people all start hustling As the wind licks at their backs But the driver’s apathetic Five more hours on these tracks And this city’s got her wondering If empathy is dead And her daughter won’t stop asking If she’ll be home in time for bed And I’ve got all the strength of timber caught by fire In a moment you’ll walk over Just as the stars no longer hide Hanging heavy like a memory In the west end’s blood red skies I can tell that you’ll be tired But you’ll tell me that you’re good How am I not good Then that smile Then that touch And then that look I’ve got all the strength of timber caught by fire But I’ll light up all those buildings Watch my flames put up a fight I will hide all of these moments In a belljar by the bed. Whisper dreams into your sleepy ears Run my hand across your head I will hide all of these moments In a belljar by the bed. Whisper dreams into your sleepy ears Run my fingers through your hair I will hide all of these moments In a belljar by the bed. Whisper dreams into your sleepy ears As our bodies turn to lead. I’ve got all the strength of timber caught by fire But I’ll light up all those buildings Watch my flames put up a fight I’ve got all the strength of timber caught by fire And I’ll light up all those buildings Watch my flames put up a fight. Watch my flames go wild. Ohhh…. Oh yeah You’re the dusk when I’m sleepy You’re the wind when I’m slow Pushing hard against my back And in the face of all my foes
8.
The Burnt Lands There’s a moment of breath Between numbness and feeling For one fleeting second You’re weightless and reeling Then the tires spin out The gravel flies All of a sudden There’s sparks in your eyes Keep your hands on my fingers Keep my eyes on the road For that bright coloured mailbox With the three bullet holes Turn right at the drive Head straight through the trees It gets narrow and twisted Like a skeleton key I think this time we’ll make it Oh it’s too soon to tell We siphoned our memories Down to vapors and held Up the highest of hopes While our treaty was signed Out of ash and fat and blood and wine Sew the gold into the lining Trample grass blades at night While the frost tries to hold them All frozen and tight We’ll push till it stalls Coast till it settles Set it ablaze Burn the cattails and nettles I think this time we’ll make it Ohhh it’s too soon to tell Cuz we siphoned our memories Down to vapors and held Up the highest intent As our treaty was signed Out of pitch and grease and blood and wine Sew the cold into the linings Trample grass blades at night While the frost tries to hold them All frozen and tight We’ll push till it stalls We’ll crash but won’t settle Set it ablaze Burn the Cattails and Nettles Ohhhhhh…. Hell……. I think this time we’ll make it I think this time we’ll make it Put your hands on my fingers I’ll keep my eyes on the road For that bright coloured mailbox With the three bullet holes
9.
Sleeping Giant Sleeping Giant I won’t wake you Walking through your bed Will the winter let her guard down Streams wait to be fed Blanket me with furs you trapped That time that you went deep Took everything you owned And laid it down like offerings Scarcity is more than plenty More than we both know I won’t be there when you wake up I will let you go I will place tobacco Near the skin behind your ear Where rivers waters wore you bare From gentle touch for years Sleeping Giant I won’t wake you Walking through your bed Will the winter let her guard down Streams wait to be fed

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released April 26, 2017

All words by Ansley Simpson.
Music by Ansley Simpson (01, 04, 05, 07, 08, 09) and Ansley Simpson & James Bunton (02, 03, 06).
String arrangements by James Bunton (02, 07).

Produced and mixed by James Bunton at The Glen Gordon.
Drums recorded at Dream Date Studio.
Mastered by João Carvalho at João Carvalho Mastering.

The title “A Mixture of Frailties” is taken from the Robertson Davies novel by the same name.
“Kwe (Changing Into Thunderbird)” is in reference to a series of six paintings by Norval Morrisseau called “Man Changing into Thunderbird (1977)”.
The song “The Burnt Lands” was inspired by a Bruce Munro novel by the same name. The line “Trample grass blades at night” is a reference to a poem by Wislawa Szymborska “Among the Multitudes”. Sample of “Drum Song” by The Smoke Trail Singers used with permission.

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Ansley Simpson Toronto, Ontario

Ansley Simpson is an award-winning Anishinaabe singer-songwriter from Toronto, and a member of Alderville FN. A weaver of haunting vocals and poetics, their songs unfold as stories, immersing the listener in vibrant imagery, journeying us through themes of vulnerably, love, and heartbreak. ... more

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