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Secret Lover
02:45
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Secret Lover
Oh Secret Lover
Hiding in shadows
Follow my footsteps
Down to cold waters
I saw your paintings on those rocks
I left you something small to find there
We could make heartbeats out of stars
We could fix all the broken down
Oh quiet mourning
Casting small tears
Out in cold waters
Numbing my skin
I saw you from the sky and I fell
I tried to make it better
I found your body by those rocks
I tried to fix the broken up
Oh dear Winona
Keep yourself safe
Find your true lovers
Paint our story
He left you paintings on those rocks
I left you something small to find there
You can make heartbeats out of stars
You can fix all that’s broken now
Oh Secret Lover
Oh Secret Lover
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2. |
Migration
05:02
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Migration
Clouds are heavy and I’m restless
It’s been going on for days
They keep holding back forever
But won't open up and rain
We’ve been climbing this mountain
Without knowing how far
The peaks are from the valleys
Scorched brush from the fire
Moonlight from shadows
Winter from spring
My body from your longing
Pleasure from sin
Use those branches make a shelter
Yeah right here will do just fine
Light some candles for companions
Regret the lack of wine
We found our way like a migration
Followed stars like guiding wires
But then the clouds moved in above us and
City lights came out as liars
Whiskey became our water
And the fire became the bar
They started telling us our stories
And our wings were clipped by cars
Use those boxes make a shelter
Yeah right here will do just fine
Forget the many little heart breaks
They cut the forest up in lines
Can I wear you like a blanket
Pull you over my head
Let them all just flow around us
To them we’re already dead
Can I wear you like a blanket
Keep me warm while we walk
Mark our journey out in ochre
Leave our letters on the rocks
Leave love letters on the rocks
We found our way like a migration
Followed stars like guiding wires
But then the clouds moved in above us and
City lights came out as liars
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3. |
Without Warning
04:45
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Without Warning
Lover you’ve gone silent
Lover can you hear me
Lover where’s your body
I’ve searched all the lakes and rivers
Lover can you heal me
From these shakes and shivers
Pull the poison from my body
Replace all my pain killers
I’ve got love songs for bar flies
Anthems for rent
Never got paid to do the job
And now the money’s all spent
You got paint still on your fingers
From rewriting all the rules
Keeping trouble right at hand
Between the makers and the fools
We could just slip below the red
Hide out in bed
Have our own ceremony
Feast the spirit starve regret
Oh well what are you asking me
What are you not saying
What wrongs you want unravelled
What story are you saving
You go and show me your damage
Like my body’s gonna fix it
Like my skin holds a secret
Like my heart’s made of granite
I fall so easily
I fall without warning
I fall like lightning
I fall when skies are storming
Sometimes I fall slowly
Like her image at the border
Of your mind oh it’s slipping
You’ve tried every way to hold her
Just peel back the covers
Tell me everything’s alright
‘Cause colour comes from darkness
Broken into by the light
Oh we could just slip below the red
Hide out in bed
Have our own ceremony
Feast the spirit starve regret
What story are you saving?
Why are you just waiting?
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4. |
Echo
03:29
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Echo
It’s not cold and
Winter never showed up
Just for tonight
Let’s imagine the damage is gone
See that smoke trailing out of the steel mills
I see it dressed to the nines
Lit up like northern lights
And I’ll take them tonight
Out dancing
And I’m close at
The bottom of Gage
Stuck at a crossing
For a train that seems barely alive
It’s been months
Since that night I quit drinking
Thought I could
Quiet my head
Let the world go and rest
But I woke up
To wildfire and ashes
How can I just wish you love
When all it does is echo
Through the hole
Where the bottom gave way
I want to fill up the damage with beauty
But when I reach out to touch you
More crumbles and falls and falls
Away
And we danced and life sprang
From our souls through our feet
Now I just keep stumbling over
Cracks on the street
And it all used to flow like a river
Through my hands
Now it’s leached dry and I’m
Left a stranger on my land
I keep trying to fix it
Tell me love
Am I just too late?
How can I just wish you love
When all it does is echo
Through the hole
Where the bottom gave way
I want to fill up the damage
With beauty
But when I reach out to touch you
More crumbles and falls and falls
And falls and falls and falls away
How can I wish you love?
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Moon
03:46
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Moon
I’m fine
I’m fine
I just need distance between fuel and fire
Can I stay here by your side
Rest in the sliver of your light
I’m out of fight
And all we do is fight
All we do is fight
Why should I fall
When it always ends with me broken from it all
Why can’t I stay
Everything’s easy when it’s so far away
Kwe! Zhawenim
The whole thing’s cracked
And there’s more than just light getting in
I can feel you through the dark
Your cool wash painting comfort on my skin
I’m tired of fighting
And everybody’s fighting
Why should I fall
When it always ends with me broken from it all
Why can’t I stay
Everything’s easy when it’s so far away
Why should I fall
When it only ends with me broken from it all
Why can’t I stay
Everything’s peaceful when it’s so far away
Kwe! Zhawenim
Kwe! Zhawenim
Kwe! Zhawenim
Kwe! Zhawenim
(Kwe - Short form of Gizhiigokwe - Sky Woman
Zhawenim - unconditional love, compasion)
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6. |
The Wake
04:44
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The Wake
Get up!
Get moving!
Grab semaa* and my knife
The sun’s already set
Trees blend into night
In an hour with some luck
We’re a long way from ready
Semaa down
Get in the truck
Watch for ruts
Hold steady
Get up! Already
Get up! Already
Get up!
Wait up!
Go slowly!
You could slip on the rocks
'Cause the ground’s not solid
And the river’s in a rush
And we don’t see that she’s bleeding
Water’s trying to warn us
Tired of always pleasing
Now she’s boiling and storming
Wait up! Already
Wait up! Already
Wait up!
Hold up!
Everything’s out of place
Waves keep building
I think we’re too late
Ah! We’re slowly sinking
And the pitch won’t take
Look up!
Someone’s falling
Like a star
Yeah she’s streaming through the night sky
Lit up
But she’s kicking and she’s screaming
Tired of always falling
Her heart’s all shattered
Watching everyone she loves
Torn up like they don’t matter
Someone’s falling
Like a star
Yeah she’s streaming through the night sky
Lit up
But she’s kicking and she’s screaming
Tired of always falling
Her heart’s all shattered
Watching everything she loves
Torn up like it don’t matter
Give up!
Nothing’s working!
The light’s starting to fade
And the storms getting louder
And dark is giving chase
And lightning’s getting sharper
And I’m starting to ache
Water’s pulling harder
Getting crushed under the weight
Give up!
It’s not working!
Her light’s starting to fade
And her body’s barely moving
And she’s so far away
And I know that she can’t wait
And she’s so far away
Yeah she’s so far away
Yeah she’s so far away
Wake up!
Eyes open!
Keep your head above the water
I know you could slip under
Fight a little bit longer
Wake up!
Eyes open!
Keep your head above the water
I know you could slip under
I know you could slip under
Wake up!
Eyes open!
Keep your head above the water
I know you could slip under
Fight a little bit longer
Wake up!
Eyes open!
Keep your head above the water
There’s gotta be a bottom
Fight a little bit longer
Hold up!
Everything’s out of place
The waves keep building
I think we’re too late
Ah! We’re slowly sinking
And the pitch won’t take
Wake up!
Wake up Kwe!
*Semaa - Tobacco
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8. |
Everything and Nothing
05:51
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Everything and Nothing
I am everything
When you’re near me
Don’t lift me up
Leave me floating
I am everything
And you ask for nothing
You ask for nothing
I can taste you on my skin
I can feel you on the base of my skull
Holding soft
Don’t lift me up
Leave me alone
I need quiet
Leave me alone
They took everything
They left nothing
They left nothing
I can taste you on my skin
I can feel you on the base of my skull
Holding soft
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9. |
The Fix
04:29
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The Fix
It didn’t work like we thought it would
And I guess we’re out of time
Were we not clear what we wanted from this
Somewhere along the line
Maybe we got what we needed?
Love
It’s just buried under it all
Oh but look at the damage, Love
More like a hurricane than a fall
Wrap their ankles pull them down
Lie by lie and town by town
It’s okay you can breathe again
There are no smoke stacks at all
We freed the river from lock down
And now the salmon run every fall
Don’t know why but I’m lighter
Almost afraid to call it calm
He still thinks he’s a fighter, yeah
Armed with spray cans and walls
Wrap their ankles pull them down
Lie by lie and town by town
Heat their bodies molten red
Turn them into arrowheads
Gizhiigokwe will you wake up?
You’ve been sleeping so long
Winter’s fallen like a blanket
And I’ve sang you all our songs
It's getting harder to find you
Now that the cedars are full grown
And the earth beneath you
Been gently making way for your bones
Oh can you wake up?
Come warm yourself by the fire
You’ve got to be hungry
Ah just open your eyes
Wrap their ankles pull them down
Lie by lie and town by town
Heat their bodies molten red
Turn them into arrowheads
It’s okay you can breathe again
It’s okay you can breathe again
It’s okay we can breathe again
It’s okay we can all dream again
Wrap their ankles pull them down
(Gizhiigokwe - Sky Woman)
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10. |
Oh Good Morning!
04:52
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Oh Good Morning!
Oh good morning
You feel lovely on my hands
Brown and weathered deep
Like ridges in the sand
We buried all the shame
Declared it valueless
Don’t dig it up
Don’t dig it up
Just let it rest
Oh Black Cedars
Hiding feathered
Eyes for seasons
Feet like leather
Drop your bodies
From high places
Catch the updraft
Watch their faces
The railroad tracks are overrun with lilies
They’re reaching out like veins through crumbling cities
The intersection where we danced in circles
Sprung water clean through the middle now there’s turtles
Oh Black Cedars
Hiding feathered
Eyes for reasons
Feet like leather
Drop your bodies
From high places
Catch the updraft
Watch their faces
Waawaashkesh wade through the grasses by the bank
Their fortunes turned to paper when their dollars tanked
Oh swim with me
Oh swim!
The water’s nice and warm
The river’s shouting out
She broke through the lake shore
She broke through the Lakeshore!
Oh come home!
Come back home to me
Oh come home!
Come back home with me
Oh come home!
Oh come home to me
Home to me
(Waawaashkesh - deer)
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11. |
Untether
03:20
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Untether
If I sang you a love song
Would all this untether
Fray at the edges
Yearn into endless
Vanish like ashes
Slip right through their fingers
Lay out on mosses
Sigh into offerings
And in place of our heartbeats
Grow shivers of aspen
A tremble of yellow
To mark where it happened
Our bones yield to stardust
Our flesh falls to feed her
Our blood cleans her wounds
And tempers her fever
We could vanish like ashes
Slip right through their fingers
The tones of our voices
Soothes decades of ringing
And our feet fade to drum beats
Our heartache to singing
I’ll sing you a love song
So all this untethers
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Ansley Simpson Toronto, Ontario
Ansley Simpson is an award-winning Anishinaabe singer-songwriter from Toronto, and a member of Alderville FN. A weaver of haunting vocals and poetics, their songs unfold as stories, immersing the listener in vibrant imagery, journeying us through themes of vulnerably, love, and heartbreak. ... more
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